It's an oft-repeated thing: one wants to do in a new way what one has already had the opportunity of doing, if only to give oneself that same delusion that this attempt will turn out better because the site is better, the software more advanced, the sun shinier, the pit deeper. There is no damn greener grass, it is a state of mind I turn to to excuse my failure at being a more achieving individual; the grass seems greener because that's all I do : see. Never work. It is so simple and obvious : without effort, there is no grass, let alone grass on the other side. When will I learn?
And now, onto designing another blog page that will go nowhere. Tell you what. I'm not going to do it. What would be the point of typing out all this anguish if I have to fall prey to my vanity once again?
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