writing like this, with all the time in the world and poking at the keyboard with one finger is good for lazy monts. might comeup with actually acceptable stuff if i continue do this over a long time. too lazy, though, plus the shoulder starts to feel uncomfortable pretty soon. should've written that more concisely. rest... its good to be nowhere in particular...but that's just a feeling. actually, its just a slightly longer time delay on the inevitable blow-up-in-your-face situation that i'll be facing sometime in the future. come to think of it, i actually know a few things i should've been doing right now. but it's all good, the present is receding into the past at a pace very well-suited to my mood right now. sleepy and tolerant to the conversation of two or more adults and, intermittently, a 12-year old.